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| well hello there...hmm it's 136 am in the morning... can't sleep at all...so decided to just blog something for me to have something to do i guess..myspace has became a bit borning so why not go to XANGA.. heh...hmm...can't believe it's almost christmas... 2 more days to go to be in fact...am right...hah..oh wells...hmm are you excited?...i know i am...well nto actually..man yo fmy wishes sure didn't come true..but hey! wishes don't always come true...i guess that's just how things go huh... but 1 wish that truly want is to just have christmas with my whole entire family...hmm will that wish ever come true?...=/...anyways...just thinking oh christmas makes me so joyful but at the same time sad...knowing the fact that there's always something to think about in the past...remenisce is the word...i always remenisce every single day...actually mostly everyday heh...just having many regrets in life and never getting a second chance to fix things... still can't get over the many mistakes i've done and the many heartaches i've created... it just hurts thinking bout it...*sigh...but hey..it's almost chirstmas...try and have the best time of your life right?...but how is that possible when you;ve got something in you that just won't let go...hmm... i try my very best to enjoy life tot he fullest..but there's jsut something stopping me from doing that...something that i jsut wannah let out but too afriad to do...just too afraid that things might go over the line and just go bleh...but then why not take that chance huh?...hmm oh wells...maybe i guess im not ready to take that chance...but hopefully soon...awrights kids...i guess that's about ti for now...butt is acheing and back is cramping up from sitting on this chair for hours HAH!...i'm such a low life...bleh...take cares...good night/morining...toodles...
JLyn [FATgurl] =P | | |
| DAYM!..wow..it's been so long ince i haven't blogged in this shit...so here i am...in my room..being all bored...and jsut on myspace and xanga..chatting with my MONKEY BUTT...gosh..school was awrights..the usual...but afterschool..I LOVED IT!...went zippy's stayed there like FOREVER...with Sam an Roge while we were waiting for Nikkie and Rice...then Mama gretch, John Mark and Mark M. came...grinded...then after a few minutes came...*HIM!, Nars, and the rest of the shabang..mayn i missed him so much..gosh daymmit he so cute..getting to see him today jsut made me all *SHMYLES...hung with tehm for about an hour or less..then they headed off to wherever...wanted for come..but then i guess there wasn't space and they didn't invite..so i didn't wannah add in my ownself to wherever they was heading...mayn i jsut can't believe we got to talk...i felt shy at first but hey that's jsut the way it is..but then i got comfortable and we talked...i keeded around and yeah...kee kee...mayn oh mayn..hope he comes tomorrow...but the suckie thing is he's suspended and i can't be abled to see him in school now...aww bummer..oh wells...awrights that's it fro now..enjoy the horney page and song..kee kee..toodles. | | |
| Live LIFE to the Fo0KE3NG FULLEST!!!!....MAN even though i made so many mistakes in the past...i try my best to enjoy life as much as possible and everyone out there you should do the same cause theres so much things ahead of you...and you might not know...maybe there are so much better things and people w8ing for you...so hurry and ENJOY DUDES! | | |
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BOREDOM!!!....dum dum dum...HAHAHA...so boring today...was supposed tew go tew Waikele wid my antie dem but decided tew stey home all by myself...Bro went breaking and sis went wid mama wid my auntie dem...All i did was go online chatted and wen ton Myspace, xanga, and aa....Tawked wid rice on my cellie...Made truble online...signed on and off HAHAH!..cuple of peeps got Annoyed but HU KARES..it was a hold lot a FUN!!tee hee...styll cant stop regretting wat ive dont int he past....heres what my profile on aim says just for him...
"SADness is 'bout tew happ'n,Depresyun in the mak'n,n REGRET is in da HEART...noth'n 2 dew but jus THINK, of him? i jus cant stop thinkn of dose tymes he'd call me n sey dose wonderful werds 2 me, I miss his voice, n i miss his face...y does dz have 2 happn 2 me??..Everytyme i try tew forget 'bout yew or evn move on...I always end up thinkn of yew, my dear...HmMm in such depresyun.....LEAVE ME ALONE! n let me be! Always passin by n see'n yew evrywhere i go or evn see'n yer nayme, makes me feel so LOST...becuz i noe dat i can never have ur Luv 4 me once agen...i c dat SHE! has ENDLESS love 4 yew n dat, yew have found dat specho Laydee tew be w/...but then jus 1 day, i hope n pray dat we'll be 2gedur once more...jus for a 2nd try..."
right now just chattin wid Jeffrey S, and Rice...styll im "MISSING YEW!"..hmmm | | |
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